Still alive
Yes, I am still alive! All this isolation blanks out my creativity. I haven’t written or drawn in a long, long time. Part of it was the idea that I had to post something cheerful to help people… but I couldn’t figure out how to write something cheerful. Even on my happiest days, cheerful writing is rare from me. I don’t know how people do it. It’s a mystery…
So I was mentally flatlined for a while there. I’m finally restabilizing, and figure out new coping mechanisms under these conditions.
My cooking game has leveled up a notch, and my house is coming together piece by piece. I remodeled a whole bathroom, it’s the nicest room in the house now and I want to spend all my time there, but my health is too good. The cats have been following me around everywhere and I find myself changing my behavior to suit their desires… they are training me.
Fresh Hell 
i was just thinking about you! i spend very little time online due to not having the internet, but since i am currently “borrowing” internet from a neighbor who moved away….
i’m glad you are still here 🙂
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Hello darling! I haven’t been a great blogger or reader lately, either. Life happens. ❤️ I’m glad you’re okay too!
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Delighted to read this post. You inspire me more than you know! Hugs!!
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BIG HUGS.
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I think everyone’s cooking game is up a notch! Looks good
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Glad you checked in. Miss you when you’re not around.
I write cheerful stuff from time to time—to cheer up both myself and others. They do cheer me. The question is to what extent others find them cheerful!
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I’m starting to resign myself to writing depressing things despite my duty to cheer up the poor sad humans out there, haha. My cheerfulness is pretty sporadic!
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The post I just put up is titled “Dealing With My Anger In The Age Of Trump And The Pandemic..”
Quite the knee slapper!
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